Finally...!!!

Finally..!!! its here...my Blogg accnt..i mean yea...years nd years friends kept on tellin me 2 make an account rather dan writin on bits of paper nd junk...YEA..its here..!!!actually frankly speakin i wldnt hv ben writin ova here...bt der is a weird reason 4 dis...
i hv neva felt dis..i mean yea...nt ashamed 2 say...im currently living a pathetic nd miserable life, its not that i dnt hv food 2 eat...dnt hv a roof ova my head...but a pathetic nd miserable world wch i term it as my PERSONAL LIFE>>>!!!
was kinda badly sadly fuckd in dh head...thts life isnt it?? wats life widout dh word FUCK..OR BEN FUCKED...???
its jus 23 days more of my college nd im done...seriously im DONE>>>!!!
3 years of colleg...ahhhhhhhhhhh der hsnt ben netin gr8..!! yea der has ben moments wen i fell in love wid dis girl in dh 1st sem....i mean i stil love her....but der is fuckin sad politics nd sad drama attacted 2 dh whole so called me nd her ben 2gther...i mean...dh song by Slipknot "People = Shit " is so fckin true maaan!!!!!!
ppl jus dnt mind der fckin business..!! its like evrytin tht u do...or wana do...or did...is that little thing tht evryone wana kno....and y do dey wana kno...bcoz....dey r people..!!! lol
its like wen u wana be alone..dey dnt let u be alone...!!
wen u wana breakaway...dey hold u back...
im goin or sufferin of dis weird dilema....whum 2 trust...whose shoulder to cry on..wer 2 go 4 help...?? wer do i turn...evrywer der is one fckin thing called hate...and guess wat....The so called..." BLAME GAME.."
evryday i relate myself 2 dh song "Be Quiet & Drive.." i mean dis town actually dsnt feel mine...ben loosin ppl around...sadly really sadly...a friend from 3 years...Tikka, Baniya(i still love him doh) but dunno our frienship dsnt exist dh same way...i mean i hv fuckd it up so mch wid dem...guess dey are so tired in head...!!! tht v hv rchd a point wer dunno wat...nt gonna be tlkin nemore...or wat...jus dunno kno...bt i miss hvin a friend...a friend like dem...
im tired of fckin it up in my life actually...bt onetin i dnt nd i wont deny..i stand nd i live by my mistakes , neva ran away...neva accused neva pointed fingers nd said u kno wat dis is done by u nd not me..!!!
i mean i dnt fuck it up on purpose...its jus tht wen u hv too mch around u...it fucks up....men suck at multi taskin.....isnt it? or am i wrong??? lol
ahhhhhhhhh cutting dh sad part out....finally sum good shit...!!
met up wid a really gooooooooooooood friend after a long time..!!! imagine meetin a friend after 7 years and feels like ...wat dh fuck i met u ysdty also..lol..
a good friend of mine....B lady i col her...she dsnt like it...grew up wid her...did all sorts of kaands...she shifted...nd yea so back again wer we left..we pickin it up nicely doh...
ohhhhhhhhh fck...2moro is my bdy...dnt evn feel like celebratin...no xcitement dis time...maybe i hv grown old 2 feel dh xcitement..or dis fckin weed is in me...!!
den again der is dis weird friendship tht i hv wid sumone...we r friends way ova 4 years...!!! we hvnt seen ech other...yea yea u hv guessed it right..friend s ova internet...she lives in Lebanon..( i got dh spell right??) im her dorky...(dsnt sound good 2u....FUCK YOU..)
i col her my dodohead..!! i mean der has ben ups nd downs wid us...bt we hv survived evrytin...we wernt tlkin 4 like 6 months...but yea back on track again....she is really supportive..i mean i really miss out on her ben close 2me ova here....but yea..we both feel sumday we gonna meet..nd hellyeah we gonna meet..!!!(she is online tlkin 2me as i type..lol)
seee i do hv dh ability to write and write...!!!!!!! where r my fckin poems and artworks..!!???
all of dem r wid Pria..another vry good friend...dunno if she stil has dem..gvin it 2 dem like 3 years b4...
do hv sum 2 put up...yea so dey wil be up inshort while....
my 1st blogg...nd my 1st writing...mind and head is light....answer is...YES..!!! may sound stupid bt yea....!!!