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My grey cells suffer of severe memory loss, afraid that someday i might end up been lost on the streets suffering of Alzheimer's but im sure i would find my way to this one person ! Well each of our memory cells could make an exception but this case in my life is different, trust me on this when i say its different so much so i would end up smiling all night like an idiot if witnessed by a 3rd party who would know my background history would think "damn! this boy is high on mushies!"
Its been a 13 months!!! i loWe the figure 13 !! i loWe all that has happend in past 13 months! its been an absolutely amazingly different trip in past 13 months, you would be a fool not to notice the caps 'W" !! yes..now that i have brought it to your attention let me introduce you to my discovery of a new drugg, a dose that gets me so high so high that the stars on the ceiling of my bedroom appear real! Now this non toxic overly high drugg does have a name and is only meant for me! I have a very weird style of naming the things/people i loWe, but this one has an idiotic name, yes the name means an idiot! 'Bozo'. I have my reasons to call her that, but whatever be the reason she has been the most amazing thing that could ever happen to a guy born on 17th Feb 1986! the most beautiful thing that a guy born on 17th feb 1986 could ever ask for! Personally if i look back and think about all the things i have done and when i sit down with her..with her head on my shoulder as she keeps reaching out to kiss me, her hands tangled around mine, all of this which leads to a smile *rare smile which is very difficult to be caught on film/memory stick lol, sparks on my face! Its a different world around her or with her a world which couldn't be explained as i type couldn't be pictured even if i tried to, couldn't be drawn or sketched if i had a choice. I believe the best feeling in this world is the feeling which cannot be explained and only felt or realized...its the exact feeling which she brings into my life as each day passes by...
Lowe Bonko :)

The Circus...

It was my 2nd week at RetailScape *my first proper work experience of my life....where in i actually figured how things would work in an agency and dream t of owning an agency! Well yes all of that did come true on 1st of Feb 2011! Winding up my masters degree me and 2 of my really good friends Smitha & Nitin, i set out to achieve what i think very few would have the nut sack to do so. In a 25ft by 6ft space we started 'Le Cirque' *french word for 'The Circus'. Three of us knew what we exactly wanted to do how we wanted to do and when we wanted to do it but there is always a 'THUDD' that we all face, shockingly we just faced it too often. We did have our ups and downs and downs and downs..well a company without investments wouldn't be full of profits now would it??? We did fight, i mean there came a time where "yess I DID FIGHT" but there are somethings which are meant to happen at the exact time and the exact moment with the exact/right people and there are things no matter how hard you try you simply cant help been pushed away. So sadly..well i wouldn't actually term it as sadly but nonetheless im happy with whatever i did or we did, my nut sack had the guts to do so and still has the same or more amount of guts to do it again with the right people if its meant to be in future. Well i have my plans with my circus card with my name printed across in my wallet and i will some day make sure the barren land has the colorful circus tent up with its creative acts running with the right ringmasters to take it till the end.